This is the type of depression I try to sleep through. I’m sorry you’re suffering.
Im right here with you. I enrolled in a class a couple of months ago when I was feeling stable and depression just started creeping in a couple weeks ago and has only tightened its grip since then.
I worked on school for about 2 hours today. The rest of the day I've mostly been sitting around on my phone, scraping for some semblance of anything but this pit of loneliness. Just a smile from something. To no avail.
I've been crying on and off. Unable to eat. Unable to get anything done. My kitchen is an absolute mess. TV does not entertain. Music sounds boring and lifeless.
Just stay strong. ❤ we will get through this.